Counting the Days that I Must Spend Counting

I really really want to go back to school. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be home. I want to go back. I don't want to deal with these issues that I got away from. i don't want to see the people that I left and I don't want to hear about the things that I tried to block out. I want to go back to school. I want to be with the girl that I love and learn about things that I want to know more about. I want to make my own schedule again and I want to be able to make decisions for myself again. I don't want to be here. There are just under two weeks left and it's going to be a struggle to make it. I do not want to be here anymore. I want to go back. Please, I just want to go back.